Depressed

I was in the third grade when I found out that my dad had to go on a four to six month leave. It was the first on I could remember that he did. I cried myself to sleep that night he left. I got up in the mourning and got on the bus for school. Since kids didn’t really have Ipods we had CD players. When the song “When your Gone” by Avril Lavigne came on a tear started to roll down my right cheek. I looked out the window, trying to mask my emotion so no one could see me crying. As I looked out the window and saw it was raining, It just made every thing slightly worse, by making a gloomy essence. It was a depressing feeling, but I hid it behind my emotionless mask. At school I was known as "Mask", for not showing much of my feelings and hiding it behind an invisible mask, but as the pitter-patter of rain on the roof of the bus brought me out thinking, I remembered that God was crying his tears for me.