Guilty Suicide

The bang pierced my ears as I stood there in shock. Not moving, screaming everywhere, my arm in the same position. I shot him, I shot him. I drop the gun in realization.

"I shot him," my whisper was faint.

The copper smelling blood creeping its way out of the wound. Staining his shirt. A piece of paper sticking out of his hand. The other boy and I read it.

"You killed my brother!?," The boy yelled.
"I-I...", I stuttered.
"He was the only family i had left and you killed him!" He stormed off, my mom came over.
"Mom I didn't mean to its was for self defence, I'm-I'm sorry."
"Its OK sweetie, its OK. We have to get back to the boarding school."
"But I have to go find him. He stormed off and I need to find him."
"He'll probably find his way back to school. Come now we have to go."
"*sigh* OK."

~*In The Car*~

"Sweetie there's something I need to tell you. The boy you killed wasn't Kevin's brother, he was yours."
"He-he w-was m-my brother?" I stuttered.

~*At School*~

I ran inside but was stopped by Josh. I couldn't keep it in anymore so I cried in his arms.

"I ran away and you didn't come after me." Kevin spat out.
"Kev..." I was cut off.
"You killed my brother, the only family I had. Then you don't come after me when I ran!"

A crowd started to form.

"And now your with another guy! Am I just your little boy toy or something!? You know what I'm just going to break up with you."

"Listen here Kevin! That wasn't your brother he was mine!", people gasped, "I couldn't come after you 'cause my mom wouldn't let me. I wanted to. I don't care if you break up with me, I don't care about anything anymore! Just leave me alone! I-I hate you!"

A tear escaped and was rolling down my face. I ran away, from the hurt, from the pain, from the truth, from safety, and from sanity.

-Kevin's point of view (POV)-

" I cat believe you said that!" Some girl said.
"Yeah, you don't know what shes been through already!"
" I didn't know, I'm sorry." I spoke.
"Why don't you tell her that, wait you can't because you broke her heart. And now your gonna pay."

-Girl POV-

" Why me God, why me? I've been through so much already. My dad dead, my mom having very serious and lethal lukemia, me killing my brother, and now getting heart broken by some guy. What do you want from me? Haven't I been through enough pain already God? I can't take it anymore."
I held the gun up and pointed it to my right temple.

"I'll see you when I get there Daddy."

I closed my eyes and pulled the trigger. Everything went black.

-Kevin's POV-

A bang ran through the hall. I went to see where it came from.

" Oh MY God! I made her commit suicide. I feel so guilty. How could I be so stupid? I guess since this is my fault there is only one thing to do. And that will be to kill myself too. After all I did cause this to happen to happen right?"

I took the gun out of her cold, pale, and dead hand then I put it against my temple.

"I'll see you when I get there Cammie."

I closed my eyes and pulled the trigger. Everything went black.